vulnerable

You say you love me to my face and then drive a stake through my heart awaiting for me to spill out my life stories when I am vulnerable susceptible to physical harm and your emotional attacks. 

In the midst of my hurt it’s hard to fight in the middle of my weakest moments it’s hard to see or think clearly. 

So when you talk about me to my enemies behind my back, yet you secure me to call you to friend you're just driving a stake through my heart over and over again. 

Well, I had it! Today is a new day, I choose not to continue in that state of mind. 

My vulnerability means being open, for you wounding me. Being vulnerability-means

I need your respect, not your attention. 

 Being vulnerability means me being open to the wounds of life means closing my eyes to its beauty and opening to all the ugliness. 

Don't mask or deny your vulnerability: it is your greatest asset. State of mind anymore. So the next time you ask me about what’s gone on in my marriage, what’s gone on in my life or what’s gone on with me. 

  so mine your business and get the stepping. 

Friends like you I don’t need who is full of flesh: and envy to the rottenness of the bones in the four walls of your church.